My love, you made me believe in love again When all hope was lost, there you were After those long dark months I learnt to love myself and pick myself back out of the darkness and when I finally had you were there with a hand reached out to step into the light with me You make me sparkle. I can’t describe it but you make me feel like I glow. You tell me you love me with just your eyes and I feel like I float on a cloud around you. You make life so breathable. you are a … Continue reading My Love

why is healing so hard. why cant it just be linear. so me and my ex broke up about 5 months ago now but it still feels like it was only last week. its so weird. im in a group chat with hims o I see him in the group sometimes and its just weird. some days I get over him and im so glad im away from him cause hes just proposed to his new gf of like two months so thats a definite red flag but then I have days where I get sad cause like my ex … Continue reading healing is so up and down.

bit of a weird one today. so as we all know I had a boyfriend of 3 years and things started going south a long time before we ended. we got together at like 17 and 2 years later we were about 19. we were sat in the pub one day with his friends and he kicked off cause I said it would be weird to get proposed to at this age because we were so young and it would sound weird having a fiance at that age. he then proceeded to tell me in front of all his friends … Continue reading Dodged a bullet

So recently I have been doing good with the whole ex situation and I’ve been getting over it and I have a new boyfriend so that’s been keeping me distracted from it anyway but I still have days where I get upset. I have been doing so well up until now. I have a photographer friend who took a picture of my ex and put it on his story and when I saw it my heart sunk a little cause he looked quite happy in it but a few pictures after was a picture of him and his new girlfriend. … Continue reading healing isn’t linear

so this morning I got sad about the break up thing properly for the first time since we ended and I felt like I needed a big cry so when my friend left I just let myself feel my emotions and I just let loose and cried my eyes out. I saw a video that said that I miss all of our cute little trips and all the little things we did and I got upset because ngl I do miss that and I miss how he was always there for me throughout everything and never judged me and always … Continue reading everything will be okay in the end

so I did a bad thing. I am on a break with my boyfriend but a few months ago we met a new group of friends and there was one guy that came out with us and we started to become friends and started messaging all the time as friends and he called me whenever we would all meet for plans and stuff. AS FRIENDS. but me and my boyfriend are going through a rough time in our relationship atm and I just feel lost. I feel like we need to break up but I cant bring myself to do … Continue reading what have I done

well… shes usually into tall brunettes with the quiff kind of hairstyle and deep brown eyes… but sometimes she accidentally falls for guys that don’t look like that at all. she loves long walks along the beach talking about the beauty of the world. she loves random adventures. and she hasn’t travelled much but she dreams of travelling the world country by country. she loves random acts of kindness. random dinner dates. sunset road trips. just because flowers… even if they are the ones you picked up from the side of the road. she wants to be loved like the … Continue reading who even is she?

Long time no see blog. I kinda forgot this existed. well im back and I think you will be hearing a lot more of me soon. I feel like I have no where to get my feelings out cause if I write it in a book then someone will find it and all my secrets will be exposed so im gonna use my blog as my space to rant. anyway, todays rant is about my boyfriend. so me and my boyfriend have been dating for almost three years and thats a fairly long time but something just doesnt feel the … Continue reading To go or not to go ?